No Words

Recently I experienced something that truly rocked my world and shook me to my core. 23 days ago my bff married Andy, the man of her dreams. I proudly stood up there with them sharing in their utmost special of days. 14 days ago the world and my bff lost Andy. I've never encountered anything so incomprehensible, unimaginably painful and heartbreaking. Absolutely no words suffice, zero.zip.zilch, to even express the tragedy of this loss. My silly little blog seems so ridiculous and unimportant. Who cares about clothes, shoes, hair, makeup and cute celebs. I would give away all my belongings so my girl could have her husband back even for one more day...one more hour. I am blessed to have known and loved him - he was amazing and so is she. I hope to be inspired by the kindness, imagination, convictions and faith of my pal Andy. Please extend your thoughts and prayers for peace and healing to all. I will pick back up again, but for now, it just doesn't seem right going on about frivolous things while part of my heart is missing.
In memory

"If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together...there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think, but the most important thing is, even if we're apart...I'll always be with you."
-Winnie the Pooh

8 comments:

Stacie said...

<3 Love you, Linds! I love the quote, beyond perfect! XO

Lynne said...

Love you.

Coug Gal said...

Thinking about you, Lindsay, and so many prayers to Brooke.

Erin said...

Beautiful post - love you.

DeLane, Kevin & Parker Lilly said...

truly hearfelt and honest. Your are an amazing friend to Brooke. my daily prayers are with all of you.

Lyndsy said...

oh linds. it is truly so heartbreaking and i am keeping brooke, andy and you in my prayers. that quote is amazing and I am so impressed and proud of you for being such a strong support for everyone associated. xoxo

Jaclyn Z. Reiss said...

Love this friend...that quote is so beautiful. miss you. xoxo

danielle said...

:( i read this in the paper. I knew of him from following his career at Oxy and that he had a tryouts with the NY Giants. I cannot even imagine what she is going through. and you.